If he is benevolent, I hope he has introduced himself to you. I don't invite things in-- you never know what it might be-- but surely I could use a good oracle. Or just somebody to give me a psychic kick in the pants. Because I seem to be stuck in Stay Here, It's Good Enough for now, and for the next two to five years. It is the sensible, logical, right thing to do... yet I have a haunting feeling I'm wrong, I'm missing something...

But I always do, and always have.