I'm not sure what to comment other than... yeah... this was supposed to be a hobby, but somewhere along the line it turned into work, and now part of me hates it just as much as I hate any job. When the sense of choice to do something gets twisted into a sense of obligation... it just... plain loses something, and I'm not entirely sure how to get that back again in its pure form.
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I miss it... but its never the same anymore...